Nazi

This one was written 18/19th dec 2010.


Nazi

Blonde hair, blue eyes
The symbol of the aryan race.
Masked and smoldering eyes
Stare from your perfect face.
I'm powerless under your rule,
I'm melded by your fist.
For you I'd do anything,
I'd take any risk.

I protect you from every harm
That's in my power to prevent.
And when you have a problem,
I listen to you vent.
Yet I have so little control
Over my own life;
I'm marching to the beat of your drum,
I'm dancing to your fife.

From me you want perfection—
From you so hypocritical.
You always have to be the center of attention,
For you it's just so critical.
You need the eyes of everyone just to feel seen.
You feel the need to rule my heart like a Nazi.

It's a kind of communism,
I give you all I have
Then you decide what I need,
Giving almost nothing back.
I never get any love from you,
That's just not your M.O.
And yet you scare everyone else away,
Leaving me alone.

You make me ashamed of wanting anything more,
A roller coaster of a guilt trip.
I wish your perfect mask would fade,
Your "innocent" facade slip.

Let your mask fade,
Let them see you for what you are.
Under your white perfection,
I bet you're black and scarred.
You break the heart of every girl
That you come across,
Because in your quest, your search for perfection,
You know that you've lost.