Push Me Away

I wrote this one... sometime in Oct. or Nov. 2010. Probably October. But anyways, here.



PUSH ME AWAY

(Vs. 1)
I had a dream you were with me:
You took my hand, you looked in my eyes
And told me that you loved me.
I don't know what to say, it's all I ever want.
But every look and every touch my waking hours haunt.
It's just a bitter fantasy, you'll never see.
The only time I touch you is in my sleep.

(Chorus)
You're never there, you never know
How much you hurt, yet feel like home.
There's always "her", it's never me.
Why can't you ever see?

I'm there for you, you are not
You turn your back to what you've got.
I'm not sure what else I can say,
But I'm broken because you push me away.

(Vs. 2)
I knew you were the one right at the start,
Without thinking or knowing I gave you my heart.
But you throw me away, it's like I'm not there.
After all that I've done, how can you not care?
The dream is over, but I wish I'd never woken,
Because all I'm left with is a heart that's broken.

(Chorus)
You're never there, you never know
How much you hurt, yet feel like home.
There's always "her", it's never me.
Why can't you ever see?

You put me down, you make me cry.
You make me proud, you make me sigh.
How can I get off this roller coaster ride?

I'm not sure what else I can say,
But I'm broken because you push me away.

(Middle thing)
You know I can't say no, so you use me.
I give you all, but you refuse me.
My heart is taken and tightly bound
So if another guy comes around
I still can't love him.

Won't you let me go?

(Chorus)
You're never there, you never know
How much you hurt, yet feel like home.
There's always "her", it's never me.
Why can't you ever see?

I'm there for you, you are not
You turn your back to what you've got.
I'm not sure what else I can say,
But I'm broken because you push me away.

You put me down, you make me cry.
You make me proud, you make me sigh.
How can I get off this roller coaster ride?

I'm there for you, you are not
You turn your back to what you've got.
I'm not sure what else I can say,
But I'm broken because you push me away.