(Untitled Nick)

Sorry I haven't posted in a while :)

Here's a song I wrote on or around Oct. 15th about one of my past boyfriends, Nick Seiter. It is, as of yet, untitled.



(UNTITLED NICK)

You gave me what no one else had.
You opened up my heart, then you made me sad.
When the first clouds came, we fell apart so easily.
And the way you are with her, I wonder
Was it ever really me?

Sometimes I wonder if you really loved me.
But yet, if you did, did I love you?
Did I give you what you need, what you deserved,
For all you gave to me?

(Chorus)
How did I not recognize a good thing?
I'm the one that will lose
She's the one that wears your ring.
You broke my heart, then gave me hope
For others that would come along.
You're the perfect paradox.
So though I could say I hate you,
In the end I'll say thank you.

You held my hand, you made me cry,
You made me happier than I've ever been.
You were there, but I was not.
It's not like anything I have ever seen.

I didn't know how to show you my love for you
Like you loved me.
You gave me all, but I denied it.
I hurt you, but you'll hide it.
Then came the day you walked away.

(Chorus)

So here's thank you for those times we had.
The memories are bittersweet, sometimes make me sad,
But when I weigh the heartthrob and the heartache,
What you give and what you take,
I can't help it.

Though I could say I hate you,
In the end I'll say thank you.